mini update

i didn't feel like blogging much today. i'm pretty tired. i posted the pictures and gave a brief explanation of today. we should know the results of the biopsy sometime next week. this is the hardest part, waiting. i feel like i need to be doing something.

so here is the part where i said in an earlier post i would be sharing everything, the good, the bad, the ugly.

i need prayer with my weight specifically.

this summer i weighed in around 150lbs. i NEVER would have told anyone how much i weighed before this. but now, i weigh in at a lovely 124lbs. i am skin and bones. thank the Lord that leggings and skinny stretchy jeans are in style, because NONE of my jeans fit.

i was wanting to get in shape, and started to before all of this started. i was eating healthy and walking a TON. i can thank my school for that one. i noticed a difference in my clothes a few weeks before thanksgiving. and i was proud of myself. and excited to pick up a work-out routine. but its a little hard with just one lung ;-)

but since then, i haven't watched what i've been eating. and i have been practically bed ridden. and yet, my weight keeps dropping.

now, i'm afraid its getting dangerously low. i am trying to up my calories, but in a healthy way. not ice cream and french fries. so we are looking into a few different drinks.

so there you have it. i can't believe i admitted my weight on the internet. but at this point, dignity is out the door :-)