Monday, March 21, 2011

i've been bad....

i admit.... i have been horrible about blogging. i think i have a love/hate relationship with blogging.

it's not that i don't want to update everyone on how i am doing..... it's that i don't want to re-live what i am going through. which is what i do when i blog.

there is so much i could write about, since i haven't blogged in over a month. but, overall, i am doing well.

i have my good days and my bad days...... well, actually good weeks and bad weeks is more like it. the first  week after chemo is the hardest, and it gets better from there.

i go in for round 4 of chemo this wednesday. and after this round i go in for another PET scan. IF the PET scan is clear (meaning the cancer is gone) then i will have to do 2 more rounds. so we are hoping for a clean PET scan.

if the PET scan isn't clear, then i will do 2 more rounds, PET scan, and 2 more rounds.

from there we will discuss radiation. and hopefully (fingers crossed) we won't need to do it :-)

that is all for now.... it is my nap time :-D